BYOC and Weekly Weight

1. Regardless of what stage you are in - in your weight loss, get healthy journey – do you still consider yourself “fat”? Was there a point when you stopped feeling that way? I am just over 3 months out of surgery and still see myself as "fat". I am told it will take sometime to over come that. I may even need some counseling to help that. I looked at my photos (the befores and cry)! It really is depressing that I let myself go.

2. Tell us about your first kiss. My first kiss, I don't even remember! Sad Huh?

3. Describe your parenting style (either current or what you hope to do or what you would do if you ever had kids)? Hmmm... I think I am more laid back, I don't let my kids do whatever they want, but I don't hoover over them. I am open with my kids and try to be honest with them at all times. I am comforting, loving, and I will no longer be the "Fat MOM"!

4. How would your best friend describe you? I don't know! Lately, we haven't really hung out! WE did the other night for the first time since ..... Christmas eve really! But she will tell you I am Shy until you get to know me! I am loyal and trust worthy. I am a Go Getter! I don't know... A great person over all! I should ask her!

5. Repeat question: Summarize your week in blog land and in real life. Oh real life, what is real anymore! I feel like i am a robot! I go to work, come home, go to work, come home, go to work, come home! I am super busy at work and don't mind it, but I am exhausted at the end of the day! I guess it's good in some sort b/c I am moving more and lost 3.4 this week. So I can't complain! Blog life, been slackin! I read but don't comment. I thank all of you for your input about sliming, pBing and my tightness.

I hope everyone had a wonderful St. Paddy's Day! Here is a photo of me and my kids! WE are very much IRISH!

So, I lost 3.4 this week for a total of 68 lbs! I am 202 lbs right now... Onederland is so close I CAN TASTE IT!!!!!

I am no longer "TIGHT"! Yesterday and today have been ok! I went to my monthly WLS Support Group Thrusday night and shed some tears.

I didn't realize how this would be so emotional. I am a mess at times! I cried because I am so ashamed of myself and disgusted when I look at my old photos! I question what it is my husband saw when he met me! I question things all the time. We discussed relationships and friendships again. The moto is; You have a friend for a Reason, Season or a LifeTime! I loved it!

Here I am trying to be sexy... Ha Ha Ha, Me Sexy! Yeah right! I was messin with the settings on my camera and ta da!

I have so much more runnin through my head but its all good! I will type it up another day!

Well, take care and TTFN~ ta ta for now!

~MANDY